my day-to-day thoughts

lately, my weak heart becomes easily startled. why? i feel like an old granny, getting scared at everything. here’s a list so far of things that just stressssss me out:

-checking email…i can’t explain it right now but these days, checking email has become a major stressor
-running out to my car…because i’m scared of possible traffic (77, 485, park rd…all are horrible)
-cooking…why?!?! the one thing that relaxes me has become a stressor because i’m just scared it won’t turn out the way i want it to…whaaaaaa??
-the thought of exercising…i don’t know if i’ll get shin splints that day or if my stomach/legs/feet will cramp up
-money stresses me out because i will never have enough

and now, on a lighter note, i am in a good mood that masks the stress. God had blessed me and i’m so thankful for good news this week. and due to husband’s horrible bike accident, we’re able to spend more time since i’m home taking care of him :)